Pheeeeewww after almost two months sticking myself at home as a "home management trainee", hanging out with some of my friends, and a couple of interviews, i manage to get myself into the serious business..


Alhamdulillah..berkat doa semua..


First month of being unemployed, mom was worried... She was worried i'll be jobless forever and i got a bit tensed for her paranoia.. Actually she wasn't that worried but i sensed her anxiety under my skin. Rationally i told her to calm down a little so i can breathe... (not that i can't breathe, just being dramatic here=P)


Last semester, I planned to further my studies right after my i finish my degree.. and out of the blue, i decided to work first. Some of my friends were.. erm should i say stunned.. a little bit surprised because they thought i'd continue my studies first... to be frank i'm very very very lazy to hit the books again... and i dont have the passion to do academic research yet (thinking of writing journals just turns me off)...ahahhaa as if i don't need to study if i'm working... to me chemistry research is very tedious.. one need to be very determine to be a scientist in this field... furthermore i have no idea what chemistry field am i interested in.. =P yeah u can sue me.. hehehe


To Aina, Linda & En mansur=P, i hope u guys will be patient in this job hunt... don't be too worried... maybe the right one hasn't come yet...maybe it hasn't come yet because the job doesn't suits you, not because u are not qualified for the the job..hehe.. ayat sedapkan hati... n i hope i can adapt well in this job.. be it in the work enviroment and the task given itself... insya Allah... and i pray u'll find a better job with better location and pay of course=).. huhuhu jauhnye port klang... sob3x.. have to get out from my "kepompong keselesaan di kajang yg terchenta"... haha



erm mekaseh kerana memahami...=P


A great virtual friend of mine, Banji had posted an entry on the first day tips at work... thought u guys might one to sneak into his humble page for useful advice and information =)


u guys hv a nice day ok..

I couldnt sleep last night, so i decided to write this =)

This is my mom...Her name is Wan Sharifah Wan Abdullah. And yes, our face isn't alike... =) I'm an adopted daughter... hahaha... hmm not funny.

Couple of nites ago, she was being all emotional..(haha, i guess i inherited it from her , but maybe a bit differently since she is the youngest in her family, and i'm the oldest). I was babbling about my youngest brother who was freaking out to finish up his school scrap book. A thing that piss me off about him is that he does his work last minute and he involved every family member in his problem. As I babbled, I asked my mom, was I ever this problematic upon finishing up my school work when I was in high school. Seriously, I cant remember. Mom said no. And she paused. She looked down. She was in clad (tudung), at that time. she took the ends of her clad to her eyes and put them there still. She withdrew her clad and smiled, acting like nothing happened and i was like... "Were u crying??? y were u crying???" At first i had no idea what exactly she was doing but she manage to avoid the tears from falling down her cheeks...hehe... dat's my girl... eh... dats my mom... I came to understand dat she was touched when she flipped over my high school scrap book a few years back because it was handwritten and my brother's was typed... ngeeeeeeee... Somehow she made me want to cry too...hehe... I dont feel like it was something to be proud of...=)She was just easily affected emotionally... dats all... She said she felt like I had difficult moments during school compared to my younger brothers...huhu... by the way, all of my friends wrote it by hands too mom..... hmm another thing was that she was pleased I didnt ask much help from her (there was only her if I were to ask for help), compared to my siblings who asked for EVERYBODY's help...=)=)=)... ni yg nak perasan jap ni... hehe... ok fatihah snap back into reality!!!

ok, I'm back...hehe... well that's my beloved mom...