I was about to print information on some journals (not related to work at all) in the office using the wasted papers when i thought dat it is not worth doing it. Then i used new A4 paper anyway...

jahatnyer...hehe

Went to see Dr Sharifah in UM after work yesterday.
And an appoinment with Dr Ismail of mpob next monday.
I'll spill that later.

working on saturday and an emergency leave of personal matter next monday..
just feels right. right?


* yup If i'm not mistaken, i've been tagged by D last week. I'll try to make the best out of it.

I got a pressie yesterday
a brown dress
it was nice
and cute
and thank you =)

I'll be attending a waste water training at um next week
hmm nice.
Allah has always got a plan for everyone
i have somebody i have to meet there
...it's an important opportunity not to be missed

I was talking to liyana in the lab yesterday in the middle of huge hplc's.
She is resigning.
She'll be sending her letter next week.
Pheewww
She received an offer as a Regulatory Affairs in a pharmaceutical company somewhere in Mont Kiara.
good for her.

Let me just state here that it's not just me who is complaining.
irony
She came later than me but she calls it off first.
It'll be her 3rd job in erm less than a year.
I hope she will find her new job suitable for her.

yesterday we where mocking .. or should i say discussing haahaha
what's wrong with the company right now...
no not right now
but forever
i was finding the right word when both of us mentioned the word
"tak organized'
hahah no seriously, it is very very true...
at least for for the R&D and validation part
i honestly think RnD and validation are an interesting field but please..
please.
not there.

For me
even i'm not yet wherever-i'm-destine-to-be
i think insya allah i already have the picture.

I think I know where i'm supposed to be heading

People say that don't put so much hate to something, cz maybe one day u'll be liking/loving it.

I think i'm going to collapse...










But i know i can't...

Walaupun dia dah buat atie loya dan mual di office
tapi atie tau atie akan kenang kesan dia sepanjang hidup atie
Kesan ape?
Kesan baik kot...
Perlu ke?
perlu.
Pelik tetapi benar


Hate to admit it but everything I do to prove I'm good
really shows that she meant something towards my future
uwekk uhuk3 *coughing*...

I take the challenge and for that reason I'm here until now


But no matter how hard u try, it just doesnt seem enuf to her
DAMN

The soft side of me sometimes tells me that she did what she did for our own good


But whatever it is there's just something about her that makes me feel
she doesnt deserve to be respected.

The immaturity just turns me OFFFF

And the most nauseating time is when she complement you like you soo valuable, but u know
she just cant lose u for the sake of the company, for the fact that it's hard to find a replacement and to train 'em. O yeah u dont have to train them if they're experienced, o yeah I forgot u have to pay more for the experienced one.. ooppppsss
WT....

GT....

I just cant keep it professional in here and i dont care