Working backwards... At first my SV directed me to prepare samples with 6g of weight.( i was so new so i just followed..dem it)

And he never utters abt using 0.01M NaCl. Distilled water was the only thing he stated.

And now 6g is not enuf for the purpose of physical characterization. 15g of samples should be weighted. And distilled water is not right for physical characterization.

But the data collected before can only be used for other purpose)

So i have to prepare all over again. in a larger amount.

Like hundreds of tubes. It can be done within this 80 but i’m gonna have to work like shit.

Maybe he didn’t know dat i’m fighting with the ticking clock. And yes, i’d be pleasured if he doesn’t know (for the time being)

A year ago today i was ‘admitted’ here. (and now i’m working backwards)

Happy anniversary.

And super thanks.

It was ur choice fatihah. Live with it. Good luck.

And happy anniversary to us.

Same date with deviating feeling of misery and happiness.

1. Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda..

2. Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini..

1. She’s my cousin’s cousin=)
2. Knew her before i befriend my cousin..University itu sgt besar dan rakyatnye sgt ramai ok!
3. She’s easy going. And nice. And generous. And warm heartd and and and...byknyeerrr...bodek ke nie....hahhaha
4. She took up chemistry, like I, like my cousin, like Mansur, like ayah..Chemistry has so many fans u see =P
5. She’s getting married too!!-- heard from 'nget' the other day=)

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta atau hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya

I enjoy driving to work in the morning. Not dat i love the place i’m heading but i like the feeling of spaciousness in my head at that time=P (no matter how late i am haha..)

At home..Internet wins over the tele.

I love sewing beads and sequins.

I love photoshoping and pictures and photography. Hoping to get myself a slr one day=P

I like to write freely (a.k.a merapu). Don’t know y i write less in my blog nowadays. Those word documents drafts are saved unpublished.

I love to jog every weekends, but my partner is missing for the next 6 months due to knee injuries;P sob3...

I love to hang out with my friends..i’m missing them every day, boley?ridiculous but true.

I daydream always..thinking of my future plans.of my ambition. hahha just keep it to yourself bebeh..

I love nature.and holidays of course.

Am practising wasatiah in life..so wish me luck!

4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka

Lady D-She's coming back home this july.missing u here so much.

Lady Lin-She rocks my world since 2003.

Lady Syazwani..She's designing my wedding card..feeling giddy up already thinking of the samples u made..am loving it!!! u're the best!!!you.. you.. you..u're my everything, the sun that shines above you makes the blue bird sing..haha tetibe ternyanyi lagu ni kan..

lady Sarah-She's cool. she doesnt have to try much to be cute. haha wuts dat supposed to mean anyway?

Lady Eda-She's one of the chemistry brainiacs besides us..wakaka...fatihah wake up pls..

Lady Nurul-She's my bridesmaid, she's my cousin..she's feeling nervous more the the bride..haha

Lady Aesha-She's an english teacher..and a cute one. heheh

hihi x cukup 10

less is more

wasatiah ok! haha

x de kaitan

sy sudah mengantuk dan sy x siap kerja yg perlu say email pd Dr. esok!!!

btw..thanx Mel

1. Having lunch alone. (Not a good time. Am losing my appetite)

2. Am using silk highway to the office in bangi since last week cz the shortcut road (frm semenyih to bangi) is closed for construction. Always forgetfully used LeKAS highway cz i often use dat highway to UM or cheras.thank god ade susur masuk putrajaya. But there’s dis one time (ye, saya dah termasuk lekas hiway 2 kali) terlepas susur tu, terpaksa lalu saujana impian, naseb ade susur putrajaya yg lg jauh tp kena tol kat sg ramal pulak dah..wut’s wrong with me?12km jadi ~30 km OK?!! I think i’m losing my head.

3. Waiting for kak Amy’s sample (AGAIN) to proceed my part.

4. Dying to finish my labwork so i can rest my head in peace and i can think of other things.

5. Have a plane to catch this Friday. The mood of shopping will eventually kick in as soon as i am on the plane. =D

6. I read anything from art to law ( erm law?) that can make each of my day valuable. Yes, i am never a book freak.( Erm chemistry books baca sikit2 je..hihi..). I went to the library (i seldom go to the library) to borrow chemistry book and ended up borrowing more of photo editing books heheh. I am still puzzled why photography & photo editing books were place next to chemistry books? To seduce me of course. Why beads sewing books weren’t located there? Heheh. Yes, i’m ranting.

7. Thinking of going to the book store after coming back from Bandung. (lepas dpt scholar allowance le...)

8. Can’t wait to see my dress dat i’ve sent to the tailor this 25th so i can sew my so called extravagant beads.(haha Yes dream on babe). The shimmering beads design is already emblazoned in my head.heheh..(they say dat there’s a beads & sewing store name Karysma in bangi bt i don’t know the exact location of it huhuh. )

9. Am sewing beads for wani’s kurung. Was thinking of what pattern to sew. Ended up sewing a simple one. Huhuh.. I think she dislike a heavy/traditional (bunga timbul2 design)..rite?heheh

10. Thinking of my future job...this time, i have to do a deep research on the organization first hahaha paranoid giler! (study pun x abes lagi dah berangan nak p kerja OK!) hello, wake up pls!!!

Well, this is merely my current brain activity. Do not store it in ur head seriously. Heheh.

Ps: Introducing Nur Umairah Zulaikha, Mansur’s niece. Hhihi sempat lagi.

Lokasi: rumah keluarga perempuan di perak

Majlis:pertunangan

Perbincangan sdg berlangsung dan abg kepada perempuan yg dipinang sdg mengambil gambar perbincangan sambil berdiri.

Bapa perempuan yg dipinang: jadinya, jumlah hantaran rm 7500. (dgn nada baik dan sopan)
Ibu lelaki yg masok meminang: owh, bkn ke rm 7000? (dgn nada baik dan sopan dan ingin tahu)

Abg perempuan yg dipinang berhenti mengambil gmbr, sambil berdiri, berkata
“500 tu belanja hangus, 7000 tu hantarannya! ni nak ikut korang,Kelantan ke nak ikut kami,perak?!”

Err?? X de sape yg timbulkan isu kenegerian. Kamu ape hal.

Sungguh beradapnya kamu.org2 muda zaman sekarang.. darah muda

Kwang3, cam org tua pule aku berkata2.

Tapi pihak ibu bapa kedua2 belah pihak, tenang & cool je, anak lelaki dia yg over beno. Beno ke benok x tau ler. Ekeke..mak bakal pengantin lelaki setuju je dgn jumlah tu..x de masalah pun.

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Keluarga pengantin perempuan dr johor meminta set barang kemas berdiri (brg kemas lengkap satu bdn) +2 bentuk cincin dr makcikku. (ikut adat johor)
Oleh krn fed up (kerana mungkin terdapat rentetan sejarah lain yg aku x pasti)
Makcikku bg set berdiri dan 3 bentuk cincin terus.
Kui3

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Aunty yg bermenantukan wanita dr johor: org johor adat kawennya,kena byr tol , mak andam & sedara kenakan tol sblumbenarkan lelaki masuk/sanding sbelah pengantin perempuan. Kita di Kelantan pun sbnrnya dulu2 ada "adat mengenal" ( x semua org buat), family pihak lelaki akan bg duit sebelah pengantin perempuan masa sanding & bersalaman bertujuan utk kenal2 pengantin perempuan & beri hadiah kpd pengantin perempuan, tp kita tak buat dah sekarang. Kawen dgn org Kelantan skrg cukup mudah dan kita buang adat kita dan ikut adat dia sbb x nak bebankan pihak dia (ikut kemampuan. kemampuan tu subjektif).Aunty pernah buat adat mengenal tu utk anak perempuan aunty yg lain dan boleh dlm rm2000..

Erm? Byk nyer...rm2000 balik modal sewa pelamin ekekeke.. sesuatu yg sgt menarik utk dibuat kan hihi..pengantin2 pantai timur, take note hahah

When i'm trying to heal myself bit by bit
and mom keep on reminiscing;
I'm trying to console my heart
and tired of consoling hers
dats when i had to say to mom...
"Sometimes it isn't a matter of comprehension. It's forgiveness."

Forgive sounds odd to me...
but I accept it all & i am trying to forget and mend the damage.

Is accepting equals to forgive...

Hihi got the same tagged by 2 person..haha hutang tagged lain pun byk lg..tp tagged ni menarik sbb ckp psl org yg ‘men tag’..hihi so leh la kutuk..haha

Linda
1. Rumate selama 3 thn sjk 2nd year kat Uni
2. Sgt sempoi n selamba n mudah dlm sgala hal
3. Suke tdo wakaka
4. Geng lmbt g klas, kengkadang ditinggalkan sbb lmbt bgn plus bergegar bilik ble kejut
dia hihi
5. Set ringtone alarm bgn pagi ‘my hump’ sampai sy hafal lagu tu, org sdr tdo dgr azan
ktorg dgr my hump kwang3
6. Sgt aktif & mantap, join silat, join persatuan, join sume yg ada kat Um tu
7. Apa2 news mmg dia tau dulu, then citer kat ktorg
8. Suke berjalan so, wpun dia x drive, pro giler jln2 kat kl dll tmpt yg ktorg pun x yau
hahah..suke jln dgn dia sbb dia tau sume jln
9. Dia jenis happy2 n x kesah, tp jgn disangka air yg tenang x de buaya, dia pun tau terasa
tau! hihi
10. Knp yg ske kwn ngan dia? sbb dia besh!!


Nurul
1. Sy sll intai blog dia snyap2..waaaah stalker
2. Dia ni cousin sy yg muda setahun dr sy
3. Dia pun matrik Asasi Um gak (junior la kiranya)
4. Dia pun study degree kat um gak (junior lagik)
5. Amek chemistry jugak (best giler chemistry ni smpai sdara, ramai amek chemistry..bapa
pun, bakal suami pun kwang3..best giler laa sangat.......)
6. Skrg dia amek master kat um..bestnye wat master kat um huhu..
7. Mak sy kawan baik gak ngan mak dia dulu..mak sy suke puji mak dia baek hati.
8. Dulu sy igt dia sombong, tp sbnrnye pemalu kot wakaka, x de la, sy yg pemalu hihihi
9. Dia ni baik n tabah orgnye (hihi tau2 je)
10. Wpun sy x rapat sgt dgn dia, tp sy rasa dia cam best hihi



Tag Another 5 Persons:
Sudah tentu lah
nurul
linda
wani
n sesaper je lah

We have to submit progress report by 27th of feb. Thank god, i have completed it but in a different version for other purpose earlier. But still the content is the same so i’ll just have to copy and paste. I think i’ve covered everything i should do. Except for thesis writing. I haven’t started a single word. I’ve been here since 14th of july. More than half a year. Maybe too early to write but no harm in doing so. Usually ppl start writing up in final 2 semester or the last semester. And the hardworking ppl do it earlier, bit by bit. Hmm i’m neither. I think if i do start to write, that’s because either i’m sick in the brain, or i am dem bored having nothing to do. I can read journals instead of labwork if i’m bored but i’m not so into reading..truth be told. Unqualified to be an academician of anything along that field. Haha..sad.

Why am i sad. I’m not sad as being sad. I’m just sad as a matter of plain thought but it will not be resembled in my face.
I was reading this one book. Saying something like “if you want to change anything in your life, change your thoughts”. Sounds merely simple huh..simple yet so hard to do. Ahaks! “so hard?”.. hard have to be changed to “so easy” kan.. well this is just a way of thinking. Haven’t tried it yet.
I’d love to try
I’d love to be
I’d love to seize
And capture it in my hands
It’s only matter of time.

Anwar is cracking a joke as i’m typing this..He was surveying interesting places in hong kong after knowing air asia is offering zero fares tix. He blog hopping to a website of a couple who visits Hong kong just recently and complain about the husband’s stiff face. Maybe he’s a kind of man who doesn’t or don’t know how to smile much. Then he was mumbling something about maybe they are in their honeymoon. Then i ask him if the wife’s nails are red (but thats not necessary rite haha). He showed to me the pictures of the wife’s hand which arent red, but later he said “Owh, her nails are red”. And me was like “Mana nk tgk?”..

He showed me her wife’s hand.

Wearing a pair of pink gloves with reddish purple colour at the end part by the nails.
Dem.

I burst in laughter; and even he can’t stand his own joke.

When to c my MUA..
It went well i guess..
I think i need to ask for a switch from black tp dark brown for my eye liner for this coming engagement.
sesuai ker..
Do i need to put the trial make up pics here..
I guess no..haha.. next time lah..

Air asia is offering free seats again!.. I'm not letting go this one for sure..=)

O yeah, a fren of mine, Alia, posted this to me..just thought to show it off here..hhihi


Already 39 days into 2009 …baru perasan
As a conclusion 2009” tidak productive sama skali
Cuba lihat dari sudut positif. Tahun ni kurang sket stress.. =P

PUBLIC HOLIDAYS 2009
26 – 27th Jan Chinese New Year MONDAY & tuesday
9th March Maulidur Rasul MONDAY
1ST May Labour Day FRIDAY
9TH May Wesak Day SATURDAY
6th June Agong’s Birthday SATURDAY
31ST August National Day MONDAY
7th September Nuzul Quran MONDAY
20 – 21 Sept Hari Raya Aidilfitri SUNDAY & MONDAY
17th Oct Deepavali SATURDAY
27th Nov Hari Raya Aidiladha FRIDAY
18th Dec Awal Muharram FRIDAY
25th Dec Christmas FRIDAY
1st Jan 2010 2010 New Year FRIDAY!!!!

STATE HOLIDAYS 2009

18th Jan Sultan Kedah’s Bday SUNDAY
1st Feb Federal Territory Day (WP only) SUNDAY
8th Feb Thaipusam SUNDAY
30th Mar Sultan Kelantan’s Birthday MONDAY
10TH Apr Good Friday (Sabah Sarawak only) FRIDAY
19th Apr Sultan Perak’s Birthday SUNDAY
17th May Sultan Perlis’ Birthday SUNDAY
30 – 31 May Pesta Menuai ( Sabah ) SATURDAY & SUNDAY
1ST June Hari Gawai ( Sarawak ) MONDAY
29th June Hari Hol (Johor) MONDAY
11th July Penang YDP’s Birthday SATURDAY
19th July Negeri Sembilan YDP’s Birthday SUNDAY
20th July Sultan Terengganu’s Birthday MONDAY
20th July Isra Miraj (Negeri Sembilan, Kedah & Perlis) MONDAY
22nd August Awal Ramadan (Johor, Mlk, Kedah) SATURDAY
12th Sept TYT Bday ( Sarawak ) SATURDAY

Makin kurang stress kah?

I think i should change my layout.
I was going to do that since last year, but i am a terrible procrastinator plus it’s not so important afterall. . .
And since only a few friends know (and maybe read) this blog, so why the fuss hahah..
but frankly speaking, i need to do a bit changes for myself hahah..

Lets not be worried about the tiny2 things cz it's nothing compared to other people's suffering..

Last Friday, a new student name Anuar was introduced to us by kak hani our receptionist,for 3 months practical.

He asked my age and there was an odd feeling of uttering 2 and 5

hahhaha omg i'm 25 this year!!!

Then i said i'm 24 last year & i giggled..haha

but it really doesnt feel rite to feel 25

its not that i cannnot accept that i'm 25

but the feeling is soo not rite

hahah

i'm supposed to be older n wiser

but i doubt the wiser part

haha

haha melalut pulak,

by the way, he also asker ira's age

n when ira said she is 22 this year

Anuar said that i look just about the same age as ira

wahaha just like i wish to at least look like 22

maybe ira has a mature face , dats why.

looks can be deceiving hihi

btw as time flies by, what matters is maturity in the state of mind n experience

n live life to the fullest!!

ok over pulak..

have a nice day ya'll

Went jogging at tasik celaka (tasik cempaka) last Saturday with my mum..well mum only walked..she cant use too much of her ligaments nowadays..
Went home to drop my mom, had a short breakfast n drove to the nearest perodua workshop for a car service
Arrived there at 10am..

Dressed in my jogging attire & sportshoes, I sat waiting outside in the sweltering hot afternoon n dampened long sleeves t-shirt.. a cold bath would really do me a favour..but obviously dat couldnt be happening..I brought along a novel with me for the purpose of waiting..it will be quite a wait, right..

11am-my car is still not serviced
12 pm-not serviced yet

By noon i read the novel until i felt like i'm forcing myself to read but i couldnt stop cz it would made me sicker of waiting..my tummy was growling like a monster by 11am..clearly the crackers wasnt helping much hihi..Read more than half of the book..wouldnt done dat if it wasnt for killing the time.. at the office, i usually read it bit by bit to save it for later reading..

Only by 12.42pm a mechanic took my car for service *at last...*
and finished by 1.30pm
Phheewwww 3hours and a half
O my goodness that was really really getting onto my nerves..
I'd rather solved math prob or memorized biology facts (in an aircond room of course)

Last time i only waited for 2hours

Time to pay the bills

rm 164.60

Erk...
I only have rm130
This is ambarassing..

"I think i aint enuf cash, wait a sec"

"credit card is acceptable here"

*who do u think i am, do i look like i have one??*

A customer sitting beside me pretended he heard nothing
damn


Later, my knight of armour came to the rescue
which was my very very sweet n thoughtful brother he is *sarcasm tone*
well thanks to him..he was quick
if the youngest brother was asked to go
i might reach home walking instead of him reaching the wokshop
*think of a sloth*

I payed the bills n went home

Last time i went for a car service, it only caused me below 50 ringgit..
hmm not this time..Ought to bring more than rm200 next time
o yeah, & my 'credit card' as well
yeah right!

My brother squint at the receipt n the sparepart changed n asked me to send my car to other wokshop after the warraty with perodua is done in the future..

hmm..

Aku cam pelik la,

Sibuk hal org part 1:

Nape skrg ni trend org bertudung yg pakai brooch mutiara yg panjang tue pakai kat dagu.

X ke nmpk cam janggut? Sakit mate sungguh

Walaupun kalau katekan Wardina yg pakai camtu pun tetap nmpk cam klaka

Pe kena ngan aku nie

Hal remeh plak

Hihi

Sibuk hal org part 2:

No offense

tp nk ckp gak

Nape masa majlis tunang, lelaki (bakal suami) kena hadir

bukan nak kata sbb kena ikut adat tp

the truth is...

nmpk

macam

laki

tue

gedik

gile!!!

lagipun lelaki tue takde peranan pulak dlm majlis tue

lelaki yg sarung cincin ke?

ke lelaki angkat dulang hantaran?

hihi

Sibuk hal org part 3:

Kenapa org buat sesuatu yg sedia maklum tak baik, kerana itu adalah dirinya dan tak mahu hipokrit

Tp pd ms yg sama mencemarkan imej ibu bapa atau keluarga (dan juga imej sendiri)

Yg mana satu lebih penting?

Hidup utk keseronokan diri sendiri?

Tak boleh ke sekurang-kurangnye fikir utk org lain, sekurang-kurangnya sedikit?

dan kesan jangka pjg dan kesan lain yg x nmpk, x usah la dinyatakan di sini

kerana yg 'ghaib' itu yg sllnye diambil enteng

Sibuk hal org part 4:

Kenapa ibu bapa membiarkan??..

(kerana mereka sudah besar n dianggap sudah tau berfikir..kununnnya)

Kalau ianya mencemarkan nama ibu bapa,

Itu kah yg dikatakan tau berfikir?

Oops tau berfikir utk menjaga diri sendiri sahaja (bukan menjaga nama mak bapak ye)

Atau ibu bapa x boleh buat ape dah..

Tu x tau nk kate ape..

Ps: I am no saint. but I have my own stance and all these are way too much for Malaysian & muslims..

A chinese friend of mine said to me that some of these baby boomers are turning into western people nowadays. erk?can't believe it's coming out from her.

Hihi emo sorang2 je. This ranting ain't going anywhere..

Gotten myself a new friend today

A practical student from uitm S.Alam,

name Hazira (Ira), 21 years old, single n available

hehe promote ke..

Later in the evening, Kak Zue visited me in the room

She also chatted with Ira, when Kak Zue asked Ira how old is she

Then i asked Ira to guess how old is Kak Zue

Kak Zue told me not to tell Ira her age

Then Ira promptly guessed Kak Zue's age is 25

and i could stop hiding my unbearable laughing face..



When i first met Kak Zue, i thought her age is around 35



But actually she has turned 40 last thursday...
I've met her sister who is 46 but looks like 38 to me..
How astonishing is that...