Have you ever think of who you will be and what you will achieve or what you will have in 10 years time...

Actually I'm trying to figure that out myself...

hmmmm...

To think about myself...
to think about my family...
to think about my future job...
Think abt my best friends..
to think about only me...
...not to think about anything else...

not to think is:
to be involve in any activities, in any programme,to hang out with them, to do anything that can make me not to think...

By day, i attend my classes that is from 9-5.
In the evening i jog with my friends until 7.
Later at night i attend grooming or IT class until 10.15.
Then i went back to college, do my prayers, wash my face and go to sleep on the spot.
sumtimes i don't even care to do my English homework or my journals...
I slept as early as 10.45...
If we have any plans, we will go after grooming or IT class. We went bowling, watch movie, etc...
We used to skip grooming class (only for once) for bowling... we had fun...We always got back before midnite....
Linda is now in penang for MASUM... It's even harder to be alone in my room...because when there's nobody, it makes me THINK which i am trying hard to avoid...
I can hang out in my friends room, but i choose not to, i'd rather sleep...
I'm totally misunderstood, and i myself never can comprehend this shit.

it's nobody's fault...it's just me...
i have never had regrets...
This is my first.

I 'll be attending a programme organize by the university next week and i'll be staying in campus for a month... A programme where we will be reprogrammed and reinstalled with-the-so-called-soft skills and we are the guiney pig batch...yeah... we are the first batch... and we will definitely will be the best ... hahaha... ok, ignore that part...

My friends will be joining it too ... yeah after a semester of missing them due to different classes, now we get to reunite back...haha...reunite la sangat... and i plan to take thousands of pictures in campus before the graduation day... hehe... sukenyer...

The anticipation is undeniable... and since i have nothing to do at home except for daydreaming, stalking, watching tv, sleeping, loafing around and hanging out with my friends once in a while, i think, this is something i should be looking forward to...

but at the same time i feel totally tied up cz my cousin's convocation will be somewhere at the end of may and i hope his is on weekend... and my friend's wedding is in the 7th of june which is devastatingly saddening cz the programme ends on the 8th...huaaaaaaaaaahhh...


urm... remember a senior i've told u before? should i say a crush? hahaaha, not really but yes, maybe... ooo plzz alfattah... ok, i used to have a small crush on him...nothing serius... but actually he's not my type... hahaha, that's not the issue here =D... the issue is, he spontaneouly said he likes me this very amusing evening... hahaha... how irony is that... and he spontaneouly asked if i've watch spiderman 3 yet, and i said i haven't... he asked me if i'd like to go watch wif him... and i was like... did he just asked me out?... this kopiah man just asked me out for a movie? yeah, but he's kind of open-minded kind of guy so i thought he was serius at first... but strangely, he took back his words saying he will ask his friends instead and i haven't answered him yet... i was like... hohoho what's wrong wif ur brain dude?

I made a conclusion that he is 'segan' ( hahaha segan?) or maybe afraid to be rejected by me... yes, he was wise to do so... talking 'bout handling rejection.. hmm... never mind lah bro, i will still like you...hahaha... as a brother... and yes, u r still charmingly handsome in that kopiah of urs...